practising and hmmmm

Crimson Viper coloured
Lines by Steven Cummings http://www.sc-shiki.com/

while colouring this , thought about it, I want to do concepts and shit but I'm more into anime/manga than realistic shit, same thing in lifedrawing I do pastel sometimes and I get more things down on paper compare to using a charcoal pencil, but I like charcoal pencil better.Another example is the 3rd year, Gaming or Animation, honestly I wouldn't mind doing either .... So in conclusion...wth am doing?? lol, I should really focus on one thing instead of being half assed in both...